Short

Sometimes I find myself wallowing about my lost tan, about how I used to look piling on my dark eye makeup and teasing my long hair until it couldn't get any bigger.. and spraying on 'love spell'. These remorseful feelings haven't been there for a long time, until tonight I got a facebook comment on one of the pictures from way back when saying 'Sarah your sooo pretty!" from a 'cool' girl. After I read that, all the 'Sarah, you looked so pretty with long hair!' 's came back into my head and made me feel ugly. Here I am.. pale, short brown hair with sweatpants and a big sweater on. Would she still say that if she knew what I looked like now? I miss the days where I grabbed a tshirt, combed my hair, then went out and played!!! I think in those days I look beautiful without black makeup and big hair. You can tell I was happy in my skin.